Day 1 : One day at a time!!

Today was interesting, its almost the middle of the year and i have just started working on my new year resolution. 

So at the beginning of the year like over 4 billion people living on this rock me call earth, i made a promise to myself to put me first and love hard also to always be nice to people. 

After about 24 hours or so like the rest 4 billion people living on this rock I'm in the 1 billion who  gave up. 

So today I final notice what i  did wrong!! I dreamed to big!! what i needed to do is to take it all one step at a time,sounds lame but the truth is that if your anything like me you quit the moment someone piss you off or you notice that its not possible. 

So as of today!! Imma be taking life one step at a time!!

 Ill tell you how that goes!! wish me luck my a quitter not a doer!! 

but other from that today is good! 

I am meeting new people and doing things  don't normally do!! 

I'm embracing the unknown one day at a time, and in a few mouths ill be fully into the unknown !! 

this is later till!! later!! mean in the morning!! meaning same time!! meaning i love you guys!! :D 

Saying Hello!!

Hello is normally the first thing someone says when they meet someone new!! 

That hello sets the tone for the friendship and how it is gonna be and what will happen right after. 

For me Hello is the key that would open doors and change my life forever.

So I know i have said this before but i started this blog when i was alone and really need someone to talk to 

I know that if people read it, i might never know who it is or where there form but i know someone would hear me so that's the reason for my blog.

A lot has changed since i started this blog last year and i have grown a lot as a person.

I have learned a lot from what i write and found out a lot  about what has been on my mind.

and for that I'm am more than over joyed. 

I have Changed for that Teenage boy who wanted to be heard and was Afraid of messing up or doing something so bad that it can't be fixed, to a person who see life as an endless river going on and on, and for me it all started with me saying Hello to the Unknown.

The saddest thing about saying hello to the unknown is the fear of the unknown itself the fact that it is out there and its all up to you find it or make it.

I honestly hated when people around would look at people and say that person is trying to find themselves in this world.

The reason I hated the saying is that there is nothing to find in the world,  What people should say is that that person is trying to make themselves  something in this world.  

Seeing that I'm about to start a new chapter in my life and I will have to move on and leaving you my readers and friends behind.

This is my hello to say goodbye!! 

I just want to thank each one of you who read my blog and made me notice and help me make myself into the person I am.

this isn't my last blog post but its my official blog post saying that I'm ready to move on!! 

I'm ready to go fully into the unknown and watch it take me where ever it wants to take me!! 

Form this point on my blog post are going to be a little different. 

and so is my blogs name the site would stay the same there would just be a name change!! 

thanks a ton for reading!! guys and i hope you like the Final chapter of  my mind before i move on.

Dr3w

  

Somebody I use to Know!

I'm sure you all have Know the Song 

"Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know (feat. Kimbra) 

This song have Everything to do with this blog post but I feel the need to mention it. You know when you use to know someone that you use to know so well and then you see them 2 or 3 years after and they don't know you its a sad moment when you think and remember all the things that you use to do with that person, or that one moment you guys shared.

 No I'm not talking about someone I dated or someone I had a crush on. I'm just talking about a person, a friend. I didn't really remember them until I saw them but I had that feeling of lost.

The moment when you notice that time you to share is gone.
I'm not really sure how I feel about that this moment I'm writing this but my mom has this quote she use to always shared with me when we moved or change places or schools. "Make new Friends Keep the old one sliver the other gold"!

 

Guilt

The Oxford Dictionary Defines it as : " A 2 things one is the fact of having committed some offence or crime or a feeling that you are to blame for something".

I think the second one best tells how it is, to me Guilt is  feeling a so real.

Everyone has something they did that is shameful. but there is always a way things come out, the light come to the darkness.

Someone once said "Never stay in the darkness to long because life is a bitch and it always come back to bite you". i have to say that person is a wise person and if i remembered who they where i would acknowledge them but for now i don't know.

I saw this picture and i felt the emotion  of guilt, this picture tells a real story of  how you feel . The artist  who painted this did a really good job, you could feel the emotion behind the man eyes.

I like to think that guilt has a face that is evil that face shows how bad guilt can just mess up someone's life, Guilt bring unhappiness and worry. 

I like to tell you all of my readers that guilt is the worst feeling any human has and had ever felt. So if you ever do something dont wait to  feel that awful feeling that hunts. Tell the truth always and if you find yourself lying  stop!! 

Life isn't Fair

To be honest that one line can change ones outlook at life. That one factual statement can make someone into somebody or brake them into a nobody,but it all depends on how the persons choose to look at the statement.

To me and to be real with you and my readers that one statement speaks of life and what's its always about.
Once we as human get that one statement down pack in your thick Skull we should be able to make it in life. Its a fact!
Here is why i could make that statement and mean it to heart.
1. Once you understand that life isn't fair you know that its every person for themselves, People would Either hate you or love you and even then you cant trust no one.
2. When you understand that life isn't fair you could better understand wrong form right, knowing that life isn't fair sets the bases for good things in life.
 Life  isnt fair for a lot of reasons that would take way to long for me mention....well not really I'm just having a writers block  So imma just tell you this: Life might not be fair but its up to you to make the best of it and do what you to fight or flight.

Keep the Love just give me some Liquor.

I sure that everyone and anyone i know has had one of these relationship.

A relationship that is Bad for you but your in it!! 

Keep the love Just give me some Liquor  is a poem i wrote. that i  feel the need to share with you guys and share the back story behind it. 

KEEP THE LOVE JUST GIVE ME SOME LIQUOR.

You can blame it in the rum,

I like the feeling that comes when it 

the Burn is comfort. 

Fire hurts, love pains.

Keep the love just give me some liquor,

At  least I know what the liquor and its risk. 

Pour me one or two shot, Let me drink and pay for it later. 

The hangover would keep off the love you poured me the last time.

Black and white like a dog. 

Now a fire work like the high form weed,

But this time ill take the liquor.

Keep the love Just give me some Liquor. 

By: Kendrew Glasgow

I wrote this a few Years  back when i dated this girl who was bad for me but i  didn't want to  admit it. 

She had me do some things that i  would never do and she turned me weird! 

So i  want to tell you guys don't wait until someone mess you up or something bad happen for you to learn. 

If you know your in  a toxic relationship, 

get out of it!! 

Better safe than sorry!!

  

What i Leaned form Pinocchio!!

Once a twice in my life i like to look back at things that happen to me. 

Today I was reading a book to my sister and i notice something. 

That this book i was reading was the stepping stone to my little 2 Year old sisters Future.

I was Reading 

The V8 moment happen to me and made me notice that the power of believing can change someone's very 

Existence.

Its kinda weird to look at Pinocchio as  but just think about it for a moment. 

1. Pinocchio had a father and someone who loves him very much just like we as people does. And like pinocchio we are all looking for something from life, For Pincochio it was to be a real boy for some of us it moist me something more...for me its finding my place in this world. 

2. Believing

That one  word can change the very person we are. Just like Pinocchio. If we to Believe  in something it can happen.

I know what your think you just sat there and read this crap about how this fairy tale Change things in peoples life but even if you didnt get it i want to share it.

Hey There Delilah

There is this song that came out a few years ago call "Plain White T's - "Hey There Delilah"

Which happens to be the name of this blog post today!! 

The song is about this girl who is far away and how he misses her and how he cant get her off his mind cuz of what she did to him. 

I'm Writing this Because everyone has there Delilah in there life. 

That person doesn't have to be far away,but its that feeling you have for that person that gives you this rush that makes you feel so good about yourself.

 And then you and this person drifting apart even when you don't it to happen.

I like to think of this feeling like this:

Picture this, 

Your this really fat person or you have this problem that makes you seem as if no one would want you and then this person who you never would think that would every be interesting in you comes along and it happens. 

You fell in love with your Delilah. But them something happens and that person have to go far away and leave you all alone.

and your left to listen to crappy love song or brake song  and wish that person was still there. 

I just want to say that 

I know that feeling and it suck! 

but the saddest thing to sit around and watch this person slip away if you loved that person you should let something...such as distance or what ever reason get in your way of that feeling you have for that person. 

If you love that person the only person standing in your way of you and your love is YOU!! Get up!! Be real and Get her/ him back!!